I really miss you and all the time we spent together. I miss the long talks we had and the time we shared. I love you and I miss you my dear friend so now this could be the end.

How have I changed and grown over my time at GCP?

Wow when I really think about it I have changed a lot over the years at GCP. I remember in 6^th grade where I was very shy and didn’t talk as much during the first couple of weeks. Then as the year progressed I had some troubles with how confident I did grow. I think somewhere during the middle of the year I had gained to much confidence which caused me to make some bad decisions and some mistakes.

I also remember my 7^th grade year which I would count one of the worst school year since I’ve been in school. I felt like I was on a roller coaster one minute I was up and the next I feel back down again. It was a very confusing year where I made a lot of mistakes and learned who was really a true friend and who wasn’t. Though I did have a few good points where I can say that was the road I should’ve stayed down but no one is perfect so what can I say. Last year I was more focused on being accepted by everyone rather than being accepted by myself if you know what I mean.

Wow I think my finale year was the best, this is where I did most of my growing up and after a year like last year I learned who was real and who wasn’t and what was good to do and what wasn’t though I did have a bump and that was normal for me you could never learn unless you’ve made a mistake. Though I can count this year as pretty good I mean I made a lot more friends and they have been a consistent help in my development as become a mature young woman, and they have been there through both my highs and lows and I love them for that. 

Bloopers: The best part of 6^th grade was the camping trip where the boys came back with this weird story that some man was in their cabin and Pierre was so scared he almost cried and none of them would get up I remember Marquese told me he held his pee that whole night…lol

The best part of 6^th grade was when we were at the pizza shop in New York and me, Keaona,Marcie,and India made a bet on who can eat the pizza with a lot of spices on it well there really wasn’t a winner but we all had heartburn that night…love you guys no matter what.

The best part of 8^th grade on a personal level was growing up to be the sophistated young women I have become though there is still room for improvement but with people like the one’s I hang around now I know I can become a strong and independent woman.

Love You!!!!!!!

I’m what you call a group of lions

I’m what you have inside

I’m how you would call ’12

PRIDE

I’m thw joy,love,peace and presence

of this 8th grade

I’m what you see everyday

and in everyone of these

we have struggles and fights

and at the end of the day it will be alright

I’m the hope,faith,and dedication you’ve seen

if you didn’t know I’m pride

and your the strength in me…

Whats up pride

you know its me

I want to thank you for helping me.

I want to thank most for the smiles I always see

like Marcie,Jess,and snoopy

I want to thank the ones that helped me most

Dezmon,Keona,KC I love ya’ll so

I want to say I love how we stick together when times get rough

though like a family we fuss and fight

but just give it a day or so it will be alright

I want to thank the ones that keep me smiling

the guys that make me laugh

like Reuben,William Owens,and Jamaine

like the ones that always have my back Iwant to thank

Binky,India and Tyre

for they seem to really care for me

the ones that make me smile when I’m down

like Alysha and Erik… Evan and Dkara

I want to thank the pride for just being ’12

Iwant to thank the pride

cause no matter what

we hold each other down.

I just want to see what you think… I mean to me I think it can go both ways you have people that are more laid back and still have alot of confidence but then you have people like one girl in my pride at school that enjoys talking about people because they don’t have what she has or they look different and its very annoying but who knows everyone isn’t the same and people act different ways based on how they were raised.

I know this sounds kind of crazy but I feel like a vanity stand I feel their are many things on me most people don’t notice I feel their is so much on me some you can’t even see you think their small but their big to me…. Do you get what I mean!!!

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As I look to the sky I feel I’m alright…

then I remember how and why…

I ask god why and how never knowing here and now…

I feel I know but still I question why ?

A letter to god for me and for you a letter to the feds that came and got you a letter to that public defender who didn’t have your back a letter to your “boys” you know the ones who ran

A letter to you from me to help you gain confidence…

A letter to all of those that know just how I feel…

A letter cause your a mystery in my little world…

anybody in here right now with tape decks turn em on
and put em on record, I’ll give you a second
I want to add authenticity to your tape
so when it’s sold out in the street
you all can know this was a real party

These are poems circulating throughout the nation
everybody’s bad and everybody’s tough
but how many people are intelligent enough
to open up their eyes and see through the lies
discipline themselves, yourself to stay alive?
not many
That’s why the universe sent me today on this stage
with this to to say
the rich will get richer and the poor will get poorer
and in the final hour many heads will lose power
what does the rich versus the poor really mean?
psychologically it means you got to pick your team
when someone says the rich gets richer
visualize wealth and put yourselves in the picture
the rich get richer, cause they work towards rich
the poor get poorer, cause their minds can’t switch from the ghetto
let go, it’s not a novelty
you could love your neighborhood without loving poverty
follow me, every mother, father, son, daughter
there’s no reason to fear the New World Order
we must order the whole new world to pay us
the New World Order and the old state chaos
the Big Brother watching over you, is a lie you see
Hip-Hop could build it’s own secret society
but first you and I got to unify
stop the negativity and control our creativity
the rich is getting richer, so why we ain’t richer?
could it be we still thinking like ?
educate yourselves, make your world view bigger
visualize wealth and put yourselves in the picture